For a few months I’ve known I’m heading in the right direction. Its just a feeling— that I’m heading in the right direction. I am working on a residency application and if I don’t get it then I’ll work on another application and put my heart into that. I’m pleased by how it’s becoming easier to talk about myself and why I do what I do. Others peoples confusion about the way I work doesn’t feel as overbearing. Other peoples opinions about what I do don’t feel like truths. I made some really beautiful things this week, some of them being conclusions, none of them being fish.